Josh first went to church to find meaning in life, but was sorely disappointed, since he went to a ritualistic church.
Next, he sought prestige and ran for freshman class president and won. "It was neat knowing everyone on campus, having every one say, 'Hi, Josh', making the decisions, spending the university's money, the student's money, to get speakers I wanted. It was great, but it wore off like everything else I had tried." Again, he was disillusioned. Others thought he was happy, but he was miserable. He was very sincere about finding the truth, meaning and a purpose in life.
Then he noticed a small group of students and 2 faculty members who were very different than the others. They were happy and loving. They lived what they professed. They had what Josh wanted! So, he asked a young lady what made them different. She answered, "Jesus Christ". He said, "Oh, for God's sake, don't give me that garbage. I'm fed up with religion; I'm fed up with the Church; I'm fed up with the Bible. Don't give me that garbage about religion." He certainly had a low opinion of the "Church", but she said, "I didn't say religion, I said Jesus Christ." He didn't know the difference before. Many people today don't know the difference either. He wrote, "religion is humans trying to work their way to God through good works. Christianity is God coming to men and women through Jesus Christ offering them a relationship with Himself."
Josh mentioned a person who said, "Anyone who walks into a church becomes a Christian." Josh asked, "Does walking into a garage make you a car?"
His new Christian friends challenged him to examine the claims of Christ intellectually. So he did in order to refute their faith. His problem was that in his mind he discovered that it was true instead. His will would not accept it until he was so miserable he had to pray and accept Jesus as his personal Savior.
It took him some time, but he began to experience changes in his life in a few months. He had an auto accident and his dad visited him. He explained that he'd hated his dad with a passion because he was a drunk who beat his wife and shamed his sons. Yet, when his dad visited him, he told his dad that he loved him because Jesus changed him. 45 minutes later his dad trusted Jesus as his Savior!
In the last paragraph Josh offers a prayer to use in trusting Jesus as your Savior.
"Perhaps the prayer I prayed will help you;" "Lord Jesus, I need you. Thank you for dying on the cross for me. Right this moment I trust you as Savior and Lord. Make me the type of person you created me to be. In Christ's name. Amen."
Sincerely,
Rick